But the other day I got a hit from someone keying in "self absorbed grief."
Hmmmm, I guess I can see that.
Someone else found this blog by searching for "sermons the mother of the year." Whaaaat? I'm still trying to figure that one out.
Sometimes I feel like that when I read the Bible.
I type in "help" to God, and then he in response gives me something totally unexpected, something different than what I was asking for. Sometimes it's a scripture, a story, a song, or an obscure passage, but usually I find later that it sorta helped. Or I search for "why" and in response get a long narration that talks about the new heavens and earth. Not exactly what I was looking for.
So although I'm not super happy with my current conversations with God, I'll keep doing my searches and checking out what God sends my way. Because every now and then it's really worth the read.